i have come to realize, that i am nothing to a lot of my "friends". i dont even know if they consider me as a friend anymore, or if they ever did. i always hafta call my friends, otherwise they dont call me. a lot of them dont even call me back.

i dont know. im depressed. leave me alone.

k here's people from club getaway (mal, sean, bari, luke, mafia kid, lori):


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name: Dee
age: Sixteen
location: Downtown Manhattan
sexual orientation: Straight
status: Independently Owned
any body mods? Ears
drink? Sure do
smoke? Social Smoker
what are you currently listening to? Oasis - Wonderwall
list some bands you listen to: brand new, oasis, jimmy eat world, U2, greenday, the beatles, phish, bruce springsteen, steppenwolf, eric ( Read more... )

i had a really nice memorial day weekend. i didnt see any of my friend *tears* but at the same time im glad because i got to catch up on my sleep and i got to tan and just relax. it was amazing ( Read more... )

i cant believe i havent updated in 7weeks!! im so horrible!! its too late now to really start writing, but i went to a party last nite and had an awesome time!!! i met a guy there, we hit it off pretty well. he lives near by me too ( Read more... )

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went to my friend's sweet sixteen on saturday night and i feel in love. im not too pleased about it because he's not into relationships right now but everyone keeps saying that the way he was looking at me had a completely different thought. i dunno. he's hot as hell and he's sweet as heaven. he's someone i've been looking for for a long time. we' ( Read more... )

hey lovers!

i'm gonna see my mal soon and all my CG friends - much love to u guys ur the best! anywayssss lol.

im gonna fix mal's birthday present so its gonna be all purdy.

anyways not much going on, got my friend's birthday party tomorrow night - much fun will be had!!!

k im gonna go back to watchin law&order svu.

so i'm feeling better today. juss really tired. so tired. paul did come over yesterday and kept me company. we watched zoolander and a lot of madTV. my friend mike and his mom and my friend julia and my mom's friend jean came over for dinner as well. i have a date now for next saturday nite.

anyways i gtg im goin back to sleep.

talk later lovers!

so yesterday (btw my comment - total sarcasim) i was in the emergency room for 6hours. why mite u ask? because i had a cyst in my ovaries that ruptured and it's my second one in the past 8months, and my doctor told me that most women get them once or twice IN A LIFETIME! so the sonogram results also said that there were other cysts in there so i ( Read more... )