If you feel the odds are insurmountable, and that you are alone and incredibly outnumbered by the vast force of believers dominating this world, tell me, and i'll join your side.

We may dance across the sky, weave patterns of radiant color between each other, and break the clouds with our will. This time the wind will be forced to listen to us as we pass, and as we pass, clouds will shift their homes and make strides towards the new land, the new life of nothingness and everything ( Read more... )

Uhhhh, shut up Bevis. Yeah, love is...insane. She is there, well...both of them. Its 4 fucking am and i have school. What am I doing? Not sleeping mother fuckers! Its kinda fun, a little overrated, somewhat erotically stimulatiing, time for masturbating.

So why not...end it all in one shot. This rope, tied in a perfect knot. God damn you for breathing. I love you. Its there to remind me how much I hate this life.

I wish death would happen to me. I can close my eyes and sigh long, and then pull the trigger. All of this pain and worry would end, and no more will anyone worry about me, because I will have met my end on my own terms.

Fucking alcohol...Don't you military bastards try to use your reverse psychology bullshit on me! Anyways, every time I drink I fall in love. Every time i sober up I hate myself again. I don't hate anyone...as so many of you assume. I hate myself, I hate the person I have become. I am a defeatist. Things have failed before they ever begin. I ( Read more... )

What event could be more influential than that of losing faith? Humoring you with my lifestyles is no longer necessary. I can't understand why things never go the right way...or the left way for that matter. Necessity is the mother of hate. Why would you read this? Perhaps you're intrigued by my hopelessness? Nah..that's bullshit. Maybe...I ( Read more... )