After I asked him to tell me something, something truthful-20 questions doesn’t work. He says to me that he resents me. He resents me for certain things. First I think he resents me for us. The not quite us, the somehow non-existent relationship we have. But he doesn’t say this, and I don’t dare tell him my version of resentment toward him. He says ( Read more... )

If I had the courage I'd fling myself off a roof. But with my luck I land on somebody and I'd have nothing to show for it but a squished person beneathe me..What a mess.

I guess I'm stuck here....until I figure out a better way.

So although I have said this before it seems its must be said again. People ... suck. Certain people should be shot and put out of their misery... some people just need to shut the fuck up. And some of these people ... are those so-called friends included. I've decided...to completely as of this day forth to offically tell people to fuck off. :) ( Read more... )

The keyboard here is scuzzy, incrusted with ... I dont know what. But still I type here..

I posted a note via myspace to Tier. I've realize that I want to write poetry with someone. Not mere words... written or typed...

I'm tired of being here..

I am currently in love with my eyelash curler...*bats her eyes*

And yes * enhales* I listen to Yanni...(Mum bought me the new one.. cause I'm a dork and I think his music is beautiful)

This LJ post was brought to you by the letter "F"...you can add the rest of the other 3 letters if you like.

Blech....

You know when you start getting Dave Matthews songs on the brain...somethings up. It doesnt hurt anymore...

lol but that doesnt mean I'm going to rush and put on an old ablum either.

Lester Quote for today:

Lester Burnham: "I feel like I've been in a coma for the past twenty years. And I'm just now waking up."

Lester Burnham: "Janie, today I quit my job. And then I told my boss to go fuck himself, and then I blackmailed him for almost sixty thousand dollars. Pass the asparagus ( Read more... )

I'm the sentimental idiot who cried during Grey's Anatomy :( My Denny died. * whimpers then rubs her poofy eye from all that crying* I would have married him too..*choked up voice*

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I was on my way to work today from school and I just happened to sit in a two seater on the "B" express train :


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