"List up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) people. Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any comment speculation. Tag five (5) people ( Read more... )

i have felt a pain i cannot bear of all that i have fet within my life i did not anticipate how mutch it hruts when my love dosent wish to be near me it is a feeling that makes me die inside and only one can give me new life the fact that one person can exalt my heart and obliterate it in the same instance is somthing i fear and want but i have ( Read more... )

Today i spent 3 months aniversery with my woman and i cant say ive ever been more happy with someone i am happier more level headed and i forgive eisier im inspired to write and think and i feel compeled to work for our future and those are the things she does for me without trying and many more i feel that if i live for a million years ill never ( Read more... )

Some of you may not know but i dont know my father he told my mother he wouldnt see me till i was 15 then he never saw me anyway this is somthing that hurts but i dont think i need anyones pity for it and if anyone reads this and say theyt feel sorry for me i will be offended i just want it to be known i am a bastard a fatherless child and at night ( Read more... )

I have come to a few conclusions lately mostly due to my intellegant life partner kelsey one of the conclusions is i am not ready to be married quite yet altho i want to im not set for it also i relized that i dont want children right now maybe in a few years but not right now more my re;ationship finally ran out of the "new car smell" wich for me ( Read more... )

If you dont know her already you should my woman is kelsey shes beautifull ive been with her 2 1/2 months and im already dead set on marring this woman she is everything ive aver loved in a woman and she reaches me in a level ive never expeirenced before this woman is the reason i no longer have been searching for a purpose kelsey is my "Beautifull ( Read more... )

Yesterday i got off work and my woman picked me up and suprised me with a picnic she tried hard to get a great place to picnic but we landed at lindo lake with all the birds and noisy kids she made me salad omg it was good then there was bread with honey-butter also good then pudding the best part all made by her so we had a good time then there ( Read more... )

i havent slept in 24 hours so im out of it ... i think im hearing things... and i cant think... thats why im putting these... so it lookslike i wrote more but i didnt cause im so fucking tired dude like 2 monsters and up all night with molly is bad idea speacialy since we iz poor and shit oh boy im rabbling ok im done

so today i had to call in sick and tell my boss i didnt have enough money to get to work its fucking beond me how this happend i guess i shoulda saved my cash but instead i blew it on cany and junk well next week looks like slim pay check im seriously getting depressed over work and money and i wish i didnt have to deal with it luckily my woman ( Read more... )

Im still feeling alone everynight like i have nothing to live for i fear it the silence the calm the same words come to mind, alone, hurt, pain, self-loath, die, kill, suffer, cry, and breakdown i cant help it i am braken and have no means of fixing myself i still wish my beautifull meaning were here for me to love ( Read more... )