hola! well its been a little over a year sinse ive had this little jounral.. nifty. hope your holidays went well, mine wer crazy as hell!! got into sum trouble.. u kno me. then totalled my car.. my poor baby, shes gone. then got into some more trouble. oh im on a roll. but school has started, and ill probably be dead by the end of the semester ( Read more... )

I LOVE HEART TO HEARTS :)

watsup watsup.. im feeling so completely random rite now. ok so today was pretty good... well pretty weird. and extremely emotional! i drove myself crazy in so many ways. to start out with i couldnt for the life of me fall asleep last nite. then i woke up at 8 this mornin to leave the house at 8:10 when i planned on actually getting up and doing ( Read more... )

hey hey! hows it goin? alots happened sinse the last update.. well, things have been tough, but all in all im doin pretty dang well with everything thats happened recently. the inevitable has finally taken place and although it hurts like a bitch, id say im ok. i do have many mixed emotions bout the situation as a whole, and dont feel like i can ( Read more... )

hey hey! watsup?? so its been a while. things are crazy, wat can i say ( Read more... )

Somehow my words are rendered useless ( Read more... )

well, my thoughts are in a thousand and one directions bci dont know wat the hell is going on inside of my head. ive been having really bad anxiety lately, and last nite I almost had a panick attack had it not been for the fact that i was falling on my face dead tired and didnt have the energy to get myself all that worked up. i cant even do any ( Read more... )

janet!!! she is fricken raw man. wat is she like 40 somethin and she still kicks ass. i would give ANYTHING to perform like that, or even just be her backup dancer ;D ( Read more... )

Every day a new deception, pick your scene and take direction ( Read more... )

oh...today i lost my favorite belly ring. im fricken pissed.