huuummm donuts...

Smooth sailing so far. I hate hearing myself being so happy-cheery-optimistic in the midst of my love sick cynical friends, but I don't care. I can't stop myself sometimes, kind of like sunshine vomit ( one of my favorite terms that was actually coined by my mom ( Read more... )

I feel so lucky. For many things. I have great friends old and new. My hard work finally payed off in school (however my lowest grade this semester was in tai chi - LAME!) He still gives me butterflies and I can't wait to see him ( Read more... )

I think that I am finally feeling settled here. I just feel like I am so close to something I have wanted for so long, but it is still just beyond my grasp. The agony of not knowing for sure is enough to drive anyone insane ( Read more... )

Why does the textbook industry have to be so incredibly soulless? Seriously, by books for this semester cost almost as much as my tuition. Ahhhh! I was so excited because a friend of mine gave me her old book from the same class which she took the year before. But they updated the edition and the cd that came with it was already registered ( Read more... )

i'm so over all of the drama here. i just can't wait to come home. i feel like such a fool and i'm angry and grateful at the same time ( Read more... )

i don't know how much longer i will be able to stand this.

i feel so lost. its like i don't even know how to function anymore. my mom tells me that sometimes you just have to hold your nose, jump, and hope you did the right thing. i know that if not for the bad times the good times would not seem nearly as great. i wish there was another way, but humans are weak such that we only understand pleasure in ( Read more... )

today would have been a year and a half exactly.

this is the worst hangover yet. wake me up next year when everything doesn't hurt.

so i really feel like i need to post because i haven't in a while.