No More Heartburn

[insert_angst]

I was sitting in a lecture hall today watching some guy teach us how to make a powerpoint presentation and I got just about the worst heartburn ever. I figured, though, that if my esophagus was really dissolving into my spinal cord, like it felt, then with a room full of M.D.'s and medical students I would be in good hands

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[timeconsumption]

i'd love to tell you to stop being so fucking self-deprecating, but then i look at myself and realize there's a reason we get that way. because, you know, you end up listening to presentations on how to give presentations or doing your "ass development exercises", and i . . . . well, i still don't have a job, i got another stupid cold from exercising too much, and the days i don't spend looking for work are filled with porn and national public radio.

jesus fucking christ, we're just *losers*.

so yeah, i'd love to tell you to stop being so self-deprecating, but i really have no right to. ugh.

[insert_angst]

yeah. i took off after our way-too-fucking-long meeting about security and shit (which cut way into my big plans to go swimming and read in the park, so i was a little pissy) and decided i needed to get as far away from those people as possible, so i walked in the opposite direction of everyone else and ended up completely lost in what was obviously the fringe of the Wrong Area Of Town For Skinny White Girls. i turned around and luckily i found my way home, mumbling and on the verge of tears. it was awful, ben. i wanted so much for someone to come and take my hand and bring me home and give me tea