and when you're awake you dream to be asleep.

[inside_i_cry]

i suck at life.

i suck at painting. i suck at piano.

sucksucksuck.

i have no inspiration and it's killing me.

and everything is falling apart.

why do things fall apart? why do people suck SO MUCH?!

why do i even care?

i can't...just...stop?!

i want more anime to watch so that I don't think. maybe i'll watch Perfect Blue again.

Comments

[misscrina]

The paintings that I've seen you do, were amasing...
It's just a painters block.

[inside_i_cry]

isupposeso.

[sanctifiedstain]

Hmmm. I know how it feels to have a life block. A block on everything, even thinking, and sleeping.

Its like a blip in everything.

But its totally fine, because everybody gets it, just not with the same stuff. One day you'll wake up bursting with so much inspirati0n that has built up in your over your brain block that you'll paint until your hands go numb and your eyes hurt.

[inside_i_cry]

<3

i hope so. i haven't done anything of worth for about ....4 months.

thanks,love.