i made a new journal. it is at secksetera

and that is all..

oh yeah. join the community in my info. bitches. <3 unless you don't like pron with pretty words.

then no join....:)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm in the library right now. i found the kids section and all of the movies there and the lady laughed at me when i started squeeing. i felt kind of silly but then she started talking about her huge collection at home and i got jealous. <3 ( Read more... )

( quizzes )

i wish i could stop caring.

i wish i wasn't feeling angsty.

i wish noche didn't live in texas.

i wish she lived here, actually.

same with angie.

i wish you would listen.

i wish i didn't know that you wouldn't...

i almost wish i hadn't met you.

almost, but not quite.

I feel like killing people.

<3

edit:

no one in particular. i'm just angry. HATE HATE is at myself. anger is at myself. neck feels like steel. fuck.

I got my licence, fuckers.

Bow before me.

And Noche and Angie are calling me tomorrow.

Bow x 2 fuckers.

And I'm driving to Sackville the second week of September to pick up my fair damsel, Josh.

Bow x 3 and suck it.

Hard.

:)

Love you. <3

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i suck at life.

i suck at painting. i suck at piano.

sucksucksuck.

i have no inspiration and it's killing me.

and everything is falling apart.

why do things fall apart? why do people suck SO MUCH?!

why do i even care?

i can't...just...stop?!

i want more anime to watch so that I don't think. maybe i'll watch Perfect Blue again.

*hugs a pillow*

i hate my mind. i hate *you*

i'm making food.

so i spent the morning reading fanfiction and wishing that cassie claire's fic was already updated. because i'm bored and need some good UST to read between H/D.

NOCHEHELPME!

granted i only woke up 2 1/2 hours ago.

*misses*

:\

lallaa