It has been awhile, hasn't it?  This isn't going to make sense to anyone at all, which is fine. There's just all kinds of predicaments. I'm sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I get talked to like I'm nothing, treated like I'm nothing, TOLD that I'm nothing. So what happens to me then? Oh, and I had an epiphany whilst explaining something ( Read more... )

When you're you and I'm only me, how do I get from where I am to where I want to be...with the you that I can't help but love?  The you I know is inside, the you that you are when we're alone, the you I can't stop adoring.  There's this deathly long space between us that I can't keep myself from trying to see across.  I remember brighter days when ( Read more... )

Not many people can describe the feeling they get while laying in a quiet, dimly lit room, looking into the eyes of someone that loves them mutually, when the feeling is the same, completely equal between them.  Not daydreaming of the future, but treading contently in the present, without tiring.  Whether for hours, minutes or everyday for what ( Read more... )

Maybe I didn't treat you ( Read more... )

I don't pretend to understand the mystery of love, but when it's more than sex, more than using someone's body. It's like being lifted off the earth, outside fear and torment, being part of something greater than myself. Being lifted out of the dark cell of my own mind, to become part of someone else-- it's the first step outward to the universe-- ( Read more... )

Ya know...the whole time I was growing up until now, I've always been made to believe that when you're really sick, you're "supposed to" sleep more. As much as you can, in fact. Take vitamins, wash your hands, etc. However, I have just been informed by my "all powerful and all-knowing" stepdad that it is "bad for you" to sleep more when you're sick ( Read more... )

I don't make everyone happy
Well it's ok (it's ok)
And it's ok (it's ok)
I've been through this before
It's nothin' new (it's nothin' new)
It's nothin' new (it's nothin' new)
I don't know why
Everytime I wanna fly
Somebody always tries
To hold me down
Hold me down, yeah
I'm losing my faith
Every single time I try
No one is on my side
Don't let me drown
Let me ( Read more... )

there's always been someone else.  as long as i could remember...someone else that's been in the back of your head. the person you think about when you wake up and see me.  the one i logically have no reason to be jealous of...why?
everyone's got their flaws, but i have YET to be any of your first choices...no matter how i try, how i change, no ( Read more... )

I knew that this moment would come in time
That I'd have to let go and watch you fly
I hope you're coming back so why am I dying inside
Are you searching for words that you can't find
Trying to hide your emotions but eyes don't lie
Guess there's no easy way to say goodbye
So I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that someday you'll come back ( Read more... )

I'm diggin' my way ( Read more... )