things are so bad i had to come back here to be able to talk about it. i know no one reads this at all but right now i just need to talk. i really dont know what the hell im doing. i realize that i have quite literally lost my mind. the things i say and do, i just have no control over. i see myself obsessing, fixating, over analyzing and it makes ( Read more... )

there's no heat in this house
and i can't breath with these words in my mouth
but i'm not going to say them
yeah, i've made that mistake before
on the stairs, she grabs my arm,
says whats up,where you been, is something wrong?
i try to just smile, and say everything's fine.

sitting around, no work today ( Read more... )

ill make a beast out of myself
it gets rid of all the pain of being a man

i decided to post a demo of a new song im working on inspired by recent events. just click play and it ought to work ( Read more... )

I won't be here for long,
I'm leavin' in a while
This could be my very last song
But if I'm leavin' I am leavin' in style

Oh pain ( Read more... )

I've been wrong
but it's alright
There've been long
and lonely nights
I was lost
till I found you....

Turn out the lights
I'll stay if you want me to

friday, was much needed and long overdue. ive needed something to remind me that i was alive and not invisible. things just might be ok for once and im glad. recently loneliness has plagued me and the changing of the leaves has not helped a bit. i long for a friend, someone to spend time with and explore this new state with ( Read more... )

Your lawyer can go to hell ( Read more... )