i was just going through my old stuff and found that from my break up with nina. i saw alot of other people posting there poetry thought i would post.neway i gtg, late.

i put all my trust in you

and what do you do

you stab me with your double edged knife

there just nothing left in life

i feel like there's nothing left to fight for

you hurt me just like all the others before

once there was truth in your lies

now you just make parts of me die

why fight for you

when i can give up for something new

admit defeat

get ( Read more... )

ya it's my birthday and i got a car and like $300. sweet deal. i'm also getting my lisens sometime this week. and insurence monday. sweet. ne way just wanted to post that. talk with you all later.

hi. haven't updated cause i got sick. ya don't feel like talking much cause i'm still sick. sorry bout the pics. i got sick. bye bye.

micheala.....update.....pleez......i need something to do.

i was looking at the camera that i got back from my friend and it downed on me, not every one lives on the cost, actually most people don't so i'm going to go take some pics and bring them back to everyone. i'll post them at fotki then post a link here. cya in a little while.

today i woke up very angry at the world. very very angry. so i first started to play my music, try to calm down. after, i felt a little more relaxed but not quite enough, so i played the most violent video game i had. still not there, so i skipped the fight club movie step and went directly to paintball. it was fun and suppresd my need for ( Read more... )

today's been meh so far. not bad not good. yesterday was cool. i went to my church.....yes i go to church, not that i agree with everything that they say but some of it makes sense. neway i was there to do some behind the scenes stuff for sunday and i fell off the ladder and hit my head on a chair so i hurt today. then my friend got beatup ( Read more... )

ya today kida sucks. i've got this problem with my ex that seems not to be able to go away. and it sucks cause she sits behind me third period, wich is next period. y lord. last night i told her to stay out of my life and to stop trying to pry into my friends lives. 10$ says she won't listen though. stupid coldbrains4. but i love her still. will i ( Read more... )

ya i'm finnally posting for all you who don't care. i'm moving in 2 weeks and couldn't be happier or sadder. i'm glad to get away from all the bullshit but the past month feels like i lost a lot of friends. my ex was just being such a bitch i had to tell her to get out of my life but there's some part of me that still loves her and dosn't want to ( Read more... )

i had to end the last update early cause my dad walked in and started to hang out, and i have not come out to him yet and probably never will. any way the night me and josh slept in the same bed we talked about religion and stayed up half the night. i loved talking with him and where both christian with slightly different takes on it. then our ( Read more... )