So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different.

Life is a high way.

When will something ever go my way?

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I Love, Love the new Brand New cd - "The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me" 
it's amAZiNg. Concert March 22. First Ave.--------- BRand NEW!

Concert March 3--------- ( Read more... )

Long time no update.
I am updating because i don't feel like blogging or anything on myspace, and some of my friends are actually still updating on LJ, so it makes me feel like it's worth updating.

well, i don't know when i updated, i could probably look, but i dont feel like. so anyways...

i've missed a lot of school, due to my fibromyalgia B.S. 
and ( Read more... )

Type your cut co

1. What are you listening to right now?
    mad world=gary jules

2. What song makes you sad?
Way to many songs

3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
ANYTHING country.

4. Your all time favorite band?
(this question is really hard) I would have to say Bright Eyes for our generation, but Led Zeppelin & others from way back ( Read more... )

i love the song "The Blower's Daughter" by Damien Rice

it's so good.

and today's father's day .. and i can't be with him

it makes me so sad . usually i wouldnt be. but there is a reason

tariq left fora week too

shit.

help?

Wow long time for not journaling.
I have been so busy, and so not busy at the same time. School is going so shitty it is unreal. I am doing terrible for the first time @ school in my life. I have always been an honors student and a high achiever but this last semester things have been horribly bad. Hopefully my GPA doesnt drop toooo much. shit.

Today ( Read more... )

R E D
Closest red thing to you? my giant teddy bear with a santa suit on
Last thing to make you angry? that i have to appeal.
Do you have a temper? yes
Are you a fan of romance? <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

O R A N G E
Closest orange thing to you? nail polish
Do you like to burn things? sometimes.....
Dress up for Halloween? not the last ( Read more... )

wow. more than a month since i've updated this. I don't really know why i haven't updated in awhile...i guess i have more important things on my mind than this silly journal.

well i guess a lot is new...but let's forget i said that.

Last night i saw The Cribs, Franz Ferdinand, and Death Cab For Cutie..and... yea that show WAS AMAZING! fucking. ( Read more... )

 W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . T H A T?

1. You hung out with?: Tariq
2. Saw you cry? Tariq
3. Went to the movies with?: Tariq, Dillon, and Kara - HARRY POTTER AT THE IMAX!
4. You went to the mall with?: hmmmm....i really dont remember. probably myself though
5. You went to dinner/lunch with?: ummm probably Tariq
6. You talked on the ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...

So, I wanna get myself attached, to something bolted down.
So these winds of circumstance won't keep blowin' me around.
From when I land, to when I leave:
Theres not enough time, to sleep and sing.
I keep running around and all I want is to lay motionless.

You think that I would get the picture. Of course. Of course you think i will understand. But you don't even understand. and you NEVER will understand.  It saddens me but there is nothing left to do.  With this feeling at my side I have no intentions of keeping it there, but it longs to be felt but I DO NOT want to feel it anymore.  Make it stop? ( Read more... )