today is a new day, a new begining and a new me. ive been through quite alot these past 2 or 3 years. some of it has been good fun, new friends, and fun times. but it seems like ive had more bad times, bad expirences, met terrible people, and did more terrible things than good. well its a new year, 2007 and as bad as it may sound im kind of shocked ( Read more... )

havent updated this in a long time. i usually go on xanga when i need to vent. but this is cool too.. im depressed, and i can finally admit it. next step is getting help right? i need to stop supressing my emotions or putting them aside. time to take more responsibility. im growing up, and as much as i like it, i hate it. im finding out that what i ( Read more... )

im happy again. im ARIEL again. time to drink fruity alcoholic beverages and tan. life is pretty sweet.

today is friday .. i got a hair cut a few days ago ( Read more... )

i have gotten completley shitfaced drunk.
smoked weed just about everyday.
bought a whole new fuckin wardrobe.
matured.
felt more confident driving.
found love.
got fucked over and stabbed in the heart.
became ruthless.
took pills.
made friends.
lost weight.
argued with someone.
am still a virgin.
am begining to find who i am :)

yess summer.. even though im usually just sitting at home complaining about how bored i am, the fact that i dont have to go to school for another month or 2 just makes it better. so i think this diet thing i got going on isnt working too great. i dont know. i dont eat as much anymore but it seems like im not losing anything nor gaining anything. ( Read more... )

ive been kind of depressed lately. just stress and such has been piling up on me, for a while now. i know one day soon im just gonna BLOW UP because the shit i got going on in my life. i cant really share it with anyone either. so its like trying to fucking cage a gorilla in my small ass pantree. i dont know i just hope shit gets better, schools ( Read more... )

im trying out this diet sorta.. its to eat as little as i possibly can and to drink alot of water. and when i do eat it has to be HEALTHY foods. well ill see how it works out. haha man i havent updated this shit in forever... in other news my shoes i bought off of ebay should be coming tomorrow.. YEESSS im so happy.. Read more... )

EVERYTHINGS BEEN PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF. IM NOT EVEN ON MY PERIOD SO I CANT BLAME ANYTHING ON PMS! ITS JUST ME, A CRAZY BITCH WHOS PISSED OFF AT THE FACT THAT I HAVENT DONE SHIT BUT SIT AROUND MY BABES HOUSE ALL DAY AND BE BORED AS FUCK. WHEN THIS WHOLE TIME ALL I WANNA DO IS GO PARTY. I KNOW I KNOW IT SOUNDS BAD, BUT YOU CANT TIE A GIRL LIKE ME ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. but nothings been really going on in my life lately. just waking up going to school and whatnot. i gotta quit smoking. but the good thing is i dont do it half as much as i used to. and i pretty much STOPPED drinking. so thats cool. but yeah ive been going to school every day which is weird for me because since the ( Read more... )