i deff haven't posted in this thing in like years! well i've been a buzy little girl.. wut can i say.... i work and hang out wit ashley heather n jeni! lol. o yea n kevin to! nothing to big going on latley... just same old .. good memories! heheh. well last friday we went to logans.. i got to take care of heather.. n give her a bath.. me n ashley ( Read more... )

well.. the past 3 dayz have been so GREAT  hehe! well my rainey is finally home :-)  he came home saturday night. glad he's home, and ok. saturday night was just the sketchiest night in the world! hung out wit amanda. everyone was at ehigh's dance. picked amanda up. drank a lil. n then ended up n taco bell's parking lot for an hour . .wit her n ( Read more... )

nothing tooo new going on. hung out wit heather alot. go to chenga.. um. work school. that's bout it for me! hm. mom found out bout the boobs.. didn't go over well but atleast we talk now! yep! hung out wit amanda lastnight. interesting??? drank n smoked. gosh i need to stop! boyz left for texas.. they are now there.. i seirously dont think they ( Read more... )

well. nothing too much is new. jake n the boyz are leaving thurs. kinda wish they wouldn't but hey i'm sure they'll be back. sometime. kinda gave up on jake a long time ago so who knows! o yea .. thanx to all them lovely ppl that tped my house! ;-) atleast i didn't have to clean it up! my grandma is looking for her glasses soon .. GIVE THEM BACK ( Read more... )

well i'm so excited for tommrow i wish it'd be here already! getting paid.. so i'm gonna get a camera hopefully.. n getting a piercing ;-) n then shopping n then gettin ready to party wit my homies! it's tommy pants n jake's goin away party.. sad they are leaving gonna miss em hahah .. but ya'll dont know bout them texas boyz like me n heather do ( Read more... )

deff. the roughest.. longest 3 dayz in my life! i dont wanna go into details.. or nething we can just leave that one where it is.. no one needs to know. the ppl that know are the people i trust. n i found out truely who my real friends are. the ones that called me n actually cared about me. i thank all of u that did that it means alot to know who ( Read more... )

 i hate feeling like an open wound for everyone to blow into and pour salt on, a cut for the world to see and rip wider 'til i am turned inside out and unable to hide.

... valentines day ... with no valentine.. ne takers :-/

i wish for one day. things would be perfect. like no arguments. just pure happiness. just for one day atleast. cuz i know asking to be happy for a while. wont come ne time soon. so i just make the best of things thats all you can do ne more make the best of wut u have. n change the way things are to get to that point in life where u are happy. or ( Read more... )

watch out they will get you

well lastnight.. was interesting ?!?!?! i regret pretty much all of it! went out wit jeni n heather.. we shall leave all the details between us 3! i felt really bad .. cuz i felt as if they weren't having fun n really didn't wanna be there. heather seemed annoyed.. poor jeni couldn't sleep cuz fuckers kept throwing shit at em.. at one point i ( Read more... )