I listen to the incompletion of life play though headphones.. streaming though the computer to my ears...for my satisfaction. The same song has replayed in the frozen time it's taken to get this far. My heart-on the line... the one drawn in the sand...where our footprints used to be.. where we wrote our names....where we sat and dreamed up ( Read more... )

I know nothing will help right now... nothing except hearing him say I love you. Hearing him speak the words that you used to hear.. hearing him talk to you like it used to be- no awkwardness.... no avoiding your eyes. It really is no use telling you that I'm here for you... because you already know that. There are no words that I can say or Suz ( Read more... )

It sucks when your body fails. When the organs that used to work just dandy- don’t anymore. It’s like they leave you here in this deserted mold of a person and just corrode away. This disease more than literally creeps into my body and mind leaves me feeling like crap. It controls my every hormonal mood swing leaving me no time to decide when I ( Read more... )

You've become the color of the night- no longer to be seen by....well, any of us.

I need to write but it is nooot coming out tonight just because I have so much that I want to say.... or it's just the fact that I just want to freakin cry because of everything. I want a damn relationship but I'm too retarded to get one. Why now... am I about to cry? oh god over the fact that I DONT have a realtionship? please say no... i'm too ( Read more... )

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The trill in your voice speaks soft words into a microphone. A tale of heartbreak, loss.... perhaps regret. You speak to me though your interpretation of life. This slow melody through time dances on the pink ballerina's shoes. Smoothly but subtly your story is unraveled like thread on a spool of truth. Your breath rises and falls... not like the ( Read more... )

The world closes it's heavy eyes again and drifts off into a deep sleep. The night's lonliness cries out in the dark, and wondering souls such as mine are not put to rest yet. The wind is restless and the moon watches over all. This is all so calm and peaceful... the foil of minds that are not yet asleep. The opposite of people waiting for the ( Read more... )

I'm not answering any one question ( Read more... )

tonight I danced in the rain. The bits of pollution were washed away. I was washed away. My heart.... my soul... my silence. Everything that was, is, and will be... didn't matter. Because again I was that 8 year old with huge nerdy glasses who didn't care if she snorted while laughing. I was that 8 year old who made herself a lisp just to be ( Read more... )