paul. is amazing. and our anniversary. was amazing ( Read more... )

i have so much homework tonight but i keep putting it off. i know its only 5:00......but i have like 6 hours to do...eww. so last night paul asks me,

"do you care if i'm in a male auction?"
"sarah wants me to do it, and mike does too, he won't do it unless i do"
"i would let you do it"

RIIIIIGHT.  HEY HEY...UMMMMMMMMMMMMM    YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND ( Read more... )

i feel sick and practice really sucked. awesome, right?

well im seeing paul later...hopefully

maybe i'll be not the crabby bitch ive been all week. that would be fun.

oh man. i went to see the notebook 2 nights in a row...thats almost as cool as the one time i saw 2 movies in one night....haha. NICE.........but that is my favorite movie. it really is. i just saw it for the first time yesterday, and its my favorite movie of all time. yes. jackie came with and she felt weird, i felt bad for her. paul was ( Read more... )

i hate this time of year.

i wish i could talk to and see paul more. i love him.

"i love you more than words could describe"...you know what that is. that was the most amazing thing that i could ever have expected. it was perfect. i love you. <3 i miss you baby. youre the best ( Read more... )

feeling slightly less depressed...i suppose this is good. paul is A-MAZING ( Read more... )

*past 48 hours ( Read more... )

so why am i writing in this. who really knows. my boobs are showing in this shirt..how cool. not really, im not in a skanky mood. sometimes its fun but yeahhh only when girls are around. such as carla. i think i have lost the ability to become close to people.or.....something. i dont really know. and im just like paul, i always feel like no one ( Read more... )

well, i JUST got online, but of course i must get off right away since jackie is a computer freak and wouldn't let me go on..i guess i do that too soetmimes but STILL.. anywayys, friends are stupid. there are no good friends. seriously, i like people...but the only person always there for me is paul. he always has been, and i know he always will ( Read more... )

i love carla.

thats' all there is to be said.


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