i have NOT been having a good week. basically...i have no friends. at least no real friends. i dont understand why i can't have a best friend..how come it never works out..the only thing that is going good is paul. hes so....magnificent. and i also had fun with carla and peter the other night...*thank you*..but other than that, everything sucks ( Read more... )

I AM SO FLIPPING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN

BASICALLY...........I HATE YOU ALL

WELL....YEAH.

ME AND PAUL WERE HOMECOMING KING AND QUEEN ( Read more... )

awe. i want to talk to paul. i miss him. haha it's only been a few days, but i hardly see him enough as it is, and saturdays are our days to hang out :( he said he might call tonight, but he probably won't be able to. i can't wait to see him! i bought my homecoming dress and stuff today. i hope he likes it. i hope he thinks im pretty :) ( Read more... )

i'm feeling very sick and sad.. my stomach is dying or my appendix is bursting or SOMETHING but its crazy not cool and i've been feeling really sick :( and im also sad that paul left for new york today :( and that i have no one to talk to before bed!!! sad :( but he left me a really cute note in my locker and two messages on my phone im saving ( Read more... )

red is my favorite color. it would be the awesomest to have red shoes. the cool ones. for dressing up. and theyre all shiny ( Read more... )

hello! i haven't updated in a while and i dont even remember at all what ive done really. ive been sooo busy. and stressed. and so has paul...the stressed part. we are all good. i love him with all my heart. nothin less. he is the best.  but tonight i was trying to go to this party thing w/brittany and cody...but stuff got......messed up. plus my ( Read more... )

whats up wahts up whats up wit YOU..

im feeling......better?

yeah so i hung out with my sister tonight since other people were....busy. i thought i might have a sleepover but i guess THATS not happenning. i was feeling all depressed/weird before it sucked.  but FUCK THAT SHIT...

im excited about...nothing. i have tons of homework to do and i ( Read more... )

yeahhh. tonight sucked. i mean i got to be with paul. but first of all taht moive shit made us kinda fight. then we basically did nothing. and i had to pick up my sister as soon as shes ready to go. cuz she got to see HER boyfriend since she woke up this morning. good thing i saw paul for like...3 hours. on our anniversary..not in a good mood. i ( Read more... )

sooooo hello! i <3 brittany. even tho she doesnt ever leave mea  commment cuz shes too busy snortning crack!  but yesterday was fun adn i also love temporary tattoos... awe i feel bad for lauren! i was supposed to see carla yesterday but THAT didn't happen. and today is

1 year and 1 half

<3

and also angel is most likely ( i hope ) coming to ( Read more... )