Cried myself to sleep last night. I kept waking up in the middle of the night and the first thing that came to mind was..it wasn't all a dream. It was real. I can't believe it's actually happening. I'm waiting for someone to tell me it was a horrible joke. But I know that won't happen. It will take some time and I'll move on. For now, I'll have to ( Read more... )

"You make me...promises, promises..."

We'll see how long it takes for this one to be fulfilled. *sigh*

I got a labret piercing last Saturday ( Read more... )

Last night's talk was good. He initiated it which meant a lot to me. We didn't care about the outcome of it, we just wanted to stop all the fighting and the anger. We needed to really talk and listen to each other. It had always been a competition of words up until now. We have a better understanding of where the other person is coming from. We ( Read more... )

You've got your mother and your brother ( Read more... )

Take your own fucking advice from time to time and either keep your mouth shut or think before you say some things. You can't just let something go. You've got to add your final two cents in just to piss me off. I'm over the bullshit. I deserve to be treated better and not talked to like I'm a child. It's unreal to me that you think this is how ( Read more... )

Things kind of backfired in my face. I wanted this perfect day with someone I love but it was the furthest from that. So much fighting over petty stuff. Sometimes, he can be really mean. I know he doesn't mean a lot of the things he says in the heat of the moment, nor do I. But that doesn't take the actual pain away from the words. Apologies were ( Read more... )

An older friend that I used to babysit for sent me a Christmas card today. Inside, she and her children had put together a "newsletter" type thing to brief everyone on the past year's happenings.
The part that really touched me was at the end....she closed it by saying:

"Your tree lights come with a safety percaution. Plugging more than three ( Read more... )

Work sucks. The fact that we get off at 2:00 tomorrow and don't come back until Tuesday is the only thing that has gotten my ass out of bed this week ( Read more... )