so wow. this past month has been ridonculous. i havent updated this pooper in for freakin ever, and the sad thing is, i kinda forgot that i even had it! lol ( Read more... )

um....im updating...pretty cool huh? so i officially hate college. really dont think its for me, but im not too sure what i really want to do with my life right now, so i guess maybe i should figure that out first...lol

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Love is like oxygen, love is a many splendid thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love....*sigh* ah...love. ya know, love is so great. and when things get bad or stressful, and you begin to think that you never really loved, or that you dont want to be in love...you sit down and you watch Moulin Rouge...has to be the best love ( Read more... )

yeah, so not doin a whole lot here recently, still cant figure out what the hell got into your head. my guess would be another chick, but what the fuck ever. there comes a time when life doesnt really seem to matter anymore. for me, that time is now, thanks to you.

you crushed me, my heart, my soul, my everything. and yet, i still for some godforsaken reason, am totally and completely in love with you ( Read more... )

Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor blade ( Read more... )

Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )

so i sit here in the middle of the night trying to comprehend everything that ive done in my life. i realize that life isnt complicated. it's really simple, but we, as humans, make it complicated. ive realized that wounds wont head unless you let them. i had a bad day today, so i came back to my room and i cried and cried and cried. but then, i ( Read more... )

god, why is everything so hard right now? i just dont understand why things can be going so great one moment, and then so shitty the next. its frustrating. i really care about someone back home and thats all gravy and shit, but he doesnt want to start anything. he says " i can definately see us together brie, but right now i need to be open.." what ( Read more... )