Detox day one... im doing one that my friend suggested.. she knows so much about this stuff its unreal. she says she does it all the time at home (hong kong) and it always works for her.. i just wanna get healthy again.. i feel so dirty inside!! need to get all the crap out so no more alcohol... only fresh fruit and veg when i get hungry and lots ( Read more... )

So this community is for support.. so why arent we allowed to support each other.. if someone ask for help, we are supposed to help. i understand that we shouldnt encourage each other to be unhealthy, and we definately shouldnt encourage anyone without and ED to develop one, but we shouldnt be arguing with each other because we've given advice to ( Read more... )

oh dear lord how longs its been... so much has changed since i lived in halls those 2 years ago. im in my last year of uni, so its dissertation time. i just broke up with my gf of 2 years and have been a total mess.. and to boot ive been really ill.. i dont get lj anymore its changed so much but i hope to figure it out soon x

its so good being back in my own flat afer christmas my family are so into their food its unbelievable. but now i can get back on track, stop purging so much and go back to restricting and excercisng. yay!!

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so its been a while since i last posted, i usually post in other journals, i doubt anyone reads mine but if anyone sees a post in a community and wants to see my journal i should put more recent stuff in here, so im still fightong a never ending battle. been self harming again which i thought i was over, and purgin loads more, i always said i would ( Read more... )

gosh its been over a year since i last posted in my own journal. im no longer with alice. im single and at university of brighton. im still fat and i weight 83 lbs now. hoping to get to 70lbs eventually and i know it probbaly wont stop there but i cant help it ( Read more... )

wow its been suck a long time.. im sorry to everyone that i havent updated in so long... ive been in recovery for like the last 5 months and im weighing in at 81 pounds. sorry to leave it for so long ( Read more... )

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