"life's a bitch and then you live."
-anna nicole smith (R.I.P.)

haha.

This is probably totally inappropriate to post on livejournal but the daunting task of calling 400 some people is overwhelming right now. Especially when i cant control my emotions and I start crying on the phone. I'm inarticulate as it is normal..throw in sobs and I'm inaudible. So friends, I have to inform you somehow seeing as the invitations ( Read more... )

sab·o·tage (sāb'ə-täzh') n. Treacherous action to defeat or hinder a cause or an endeavor; deliberate subversion.

my mom told me the other day that she and i are the same in the way that we try to sabotoge the good things in our lives.

why? i don't know.

I DON'T KNOW.
 

i'm on tour right now. im at a hostel in east lansing, MI. the fattest cat i have ever seen lives here. they have a huge kitchen. HUGE. last night, there were maybe 8 of us making things on the stoves at the same time. it got hot. right now, this nice girl is making 2 dozen eggs for breakfast. what a dream ( Read more... )

furnaces burn everlasting
black tattoos of you onto me

the other day i went for a run. maybe it was the nice weather that propelled me. maybe it was post california and a week of me in a two piece. winter was not good to me. anyways, i ran to jimmy john's. it wasn't a very far run but i ran really fast. after i got to jimmy johns, i sat in the cooler for a few minutes. then i got a ride home from ( Read more... )

hi! how are you? I've just returned from upper peninsula Michigan. It was wonderful and cold and beautiful and tiring all at the same time. i walked on a frozen lake superior. the wind and snow blew over my face  fiercely and i have never felt so cold nor alive. it was a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

I leave for tour in a few hours ( Read more... )

im a restless rita these days. I'm not in school. It's nice--not complaining at all. I dont miss the papers and the stress. But at times I feel sad about the fact that i am killing my educated brain cells with those beers I drink after I get off work. (at jimmy johns. lost my other job when I left school ( Read more... )

i know i just posted yesterday but this is too bizarre to keep to myself ( Read more... )