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From now on you gotta be my friend in order to read my journal entries.

I... I am confused. Fighting myself ( Read more... )

Moods come in cycles. I'm at the undesireable part of the cycle where my shit's either pissed off, depressed, worried, angry, hostile, or all of the above. You just sit there and think "I'd rather not be this right now."

Last night I had a dream that A_____ needed help from me. The kind of help that isn't proper when you have a significant other. Nothing sexual, nothing cheating, but what would have been awkward had the significant other found out. Someone of the opposite sex really needs to be held close, you can't help but feel guilty. I don't know why this stuck ( Read more... )

Yo my version of reality, my set of values is way different than what's expected of me. Normally I would wanna know why, cuz that's how I am, but for right now I just need to make that fact clear. Motherfuckers run around lookin at me like I think I'm black because I wear baggy shorts. They think I cause all sorts of trouble and shit cuz I'm a ( Read more... )

I was never good at saying "thank you" "i'm sorry" or "i love you." Ever. It always feels so forced. Something I'm just obligated to say. Well ok so I shouldn't say it always feels that way, because it doesn't. Just sometimes. You're forever being made to say shit when you're a kid. How many times have you heard a parent say "Now say thank you..!" ( Read more... )

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Every once in a while you need a reminder of why you do or do not do certain things. You're sitting there cooking sausage, and you're like "you don't put your hands on the burner. you just don't." But then you think to yourself "why is that again? I forgot..." So you do it. And then you remember. Now of course you knew that it was gonna produce a ( Read more... )

Just a few comments, but when I say that, shit turns into a rant. Fucking slept a lot now I'm gonna be awake all fuckin night ( Read more... )