Oh don't worry. I still think about kimberly every fucking day. Is it that I want to? Is it that I can't help it? yes. yes. she's probably gone and deleted every email we've ever had, removed the little small gifts that i've given her...everything. She's beautiful. She's perfect. She doesn't miss me. It's all one sided. 18 days until it'll be 3 ( Read more... )

2 months now..

ditto on everything i've said.

damn i miss her..merry christmas

a month later and i'm still fighting..hmm.

i love her

i miss her. yup yup.

so it's in the am again...=\. been reading all of the notes kimbo and me have written, along with emails...fun times. so..i just wish..yeah...

can't sleep...had a nice conversation with kimberly finally...thought, in fact i know we cleared alot of things up. things should've changed in the least bit, i mean it wasn't like she would just take me back, but enough was cleared up that should've affected something.even though she says it's not that she's preventing herself from me, i still ( Read more... )

vindicated, yet pushed away. makes no sense. i'm hurting. wish i could sleep/eat. i deserve that chance. she knows it. i'm dying.