im fixing my journal so it might be a lil effed up for a while...

thanks a bunch to

imcomfortlynumb

xoxo ryan

OMG!

this weekend was soooooooooooooo much fun...and it isnt even over yet!!!

i went out with Drea and Lexi and man o man they are my two FAVORITE people!!!! haha...

we went to return stuff for lexi's sistah then we went to In n Out then to Dreas then back to Lexi's where we got all slutted out for the party...WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!

I so deserved to go ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: On The Outside

-- Name: Ryan Bedoya

-- Birthdate: February 28, 1989

-- Birthplace: Whittier, California

-- Current Location: Fallbrook…nuff said

-- Eye Color: Brown

-- Hair Color: Brown

-- Height: 5’4

-- Righty or Lefty: Righty

-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces

LAYER TWO: On The Inside

-- Your heritage: Beaner

-- The shoes you wore today: hah…my ( Read more... )

changed my layout...looks very beachy and that reminds me of Josh cuz that bastards in Hawaii.

I miss him so much its crazy... even Pedro misses him

im home all alone sick...my ears are ringing and my head feels like its gunna pop!!

i went shopping yesterday....got new shoes and a couple new outfits...fun stuff...i still need new jeans though

time ( Read more... )

Ok...i got my pictures develped and this one is the most adorable picture of all of us! I LOVE IT!!!


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Oh gosh...Josh is gone for 2 weeks! what am i going to do???!! i miss him when im at school for 8 hours much less 2 weeks which is equivalent to 1024238472958215704835 hours!!!

HE called when i was in volleyball and left me a message saying he had just landed in Honolulu and he'd call me when he gets to Maui. and he did...i love him...then he ( Read more... )

wow...i havent updated this baby in a while..

lifes been fun...

Homecoming was last night and overall i had fun, i could have had a better time, i wished i would have danced longer, we could have stayed another hour but chels had to go home and josh had to take then to josh's house so yeah...night ended early. Dinner was so much fun, we went to ( Read more... )

Im getting sickkkkkkkkkkkk….eh

This weeks actually going really unusually well…fun stuff

Me and my lunch buddies have gone to lunch a bunch of times…wednesday we went and got chickens…WOOOO HOOOOOO!!! And on the way there I got a voicemail from josh so I called him and told him we were going to Burger King and he was like well my house ( Read more... )

I only get to experience my FIRST love once. and if some of my friends can't understand that. then i don't know what to do. . .

Im wrapped up in my boyfriend. shoot me. but IGNORING me for it. and making me feel like a complete bitch is not only immature. but its totally unreasonable. thaks to you all who cant accept the amazing thing that im going ( Read more... )

 
I went to the beach today with the Joshs and Josh #2’s family…oh and Heidi…AND I DIDN’T HAVE TO BE HOME TILL 8!!!!!!!! Holy shiza, I left at 11 and didn’t have to be back till 8…my dad was cooool today!

I officially had the best day ever…haha, it started out with me in a pissy bad mood but then my love called and turned it all around, we all ( Read more... )