i have mono..

i think im dying... a slow terrible, cold death.....ehhhhh

god i hope my baby dosnt get it = (

xoxo Ryan

hey all...i just woke up...goodmorning and in about 10 minutes it'll be goodnight cuz im going back to sleep...

im sick....ehhhhhhhhh, my throat hurts, my ears feel like theyve got nails in em, my head feels like its going to pop, my body aches, i cant talk cuz my jaw hurts and i feel like a fat pile o fat....even though ive lost 4 pounds this week
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i had the effing best fourth of july EVER!!!

more later!

Im in love

xoxo ryan

does anyonw know how i make my journal friends only???

xoxo Ryan

More later...promise

yupp...im in love...scared...excited...anxious...sweaty but in LOVE...I realized it today what the hell am i going to do with myself???

Josh left...first time ive seen him in a whole fucking week thanks to my effin family who all of a sudden decides we need to do family shit, we went to a concert thenipartied till the friggin sun came up with all ( Read more... )

 Guess who’s “officially” not single anymore…yes… yes, Ryan FRIGGIN Bedoya…ME ME ME ME ME!
 Haha…Josh came over yesterday and we hung out, ate, watched movies, took pictures and just were lazy together. It was the greatest day in friggin ever. He hurt himself at work though, he messed up his eye so its all red and slimy and hurt n stuff…not good! ( Read more... )

Haven’t updated in a while…

Summer is already kicking ass!!!

Friday: BASEBALL GAME!!!! Josh called on his lunch break and said he’d meet at my house at 5…woooo, hoo…lol I didn’t start getting ready till 4:45…lol, my dad was like “damn, I thought you’d be in there for hours putting your face on” lol! But yeah, when Josh showed up my ( Read more... )

i just realized im a worrier...i worry for absoulely no friggin reason...IE...JOSH! haha...nothing to worry about...i love him so much! Daddy day tomorrow...yippie! fun stuff...

he called 3...count em...3 times today...i love him...

not tooooo much to say...

summers fun...

idk if im going to hume this year...leave josh for a week...ugh...and i dont ( Read more... )

IM FINALLY HOME...eaten alive by bugs but IM HOME!

haha.....fridays only a few days away.....

daddys gunna eat josh alive, a 40 minute car ride all by themselves unsupervised...im scared...imagine how josh feels...ahhhhh!

scurry shit...

xoxo Ryan

effed up my journal...

anyone wanna fix it for me...

ddamn it...

no time for this

time to partyyyyyy!

cuz im camping...

too many bugs

eh...need Off bug spray

Kaylee says they like the smell of my hair...

normally good smelling hair is good...but now i wish it smelled bad...

fuckkkkk...

have fun...cuz im not

im getting eaten alive by lil buggities ( Read more... )