Well Well Well here I am again writing within a journal and considering my roads to life. Let's just hit the major thing people who do not know me well but seem to only see. Marriage! Yes I am engaged but spiritually I am already bound to Him. My spirit is entwined in His. To me this is enough of a commitment all else is just practicality benefits ( Read more... )

I need to clean my room everything else is pretty clean. This year seems it will be harder studying wise. Very busy schedule...Striving for A's again woots...self Booster

always have been always will be

Yesterday I took a plane to MO and moved into my new apt. today i finished organizing the place and now I'm going to go to school. yep its been so eventful lol

I had a great time at Das Bunker with everyone. It was so nice to get to talk to Jen and Allegra. They warm my heart. ^.^ Not to mention I got to get dressed up in a corset. If no one has noticed already it's one of my favorite pieces of clothing. The club was 18 and over....my first 18 and over club and I'm almost 20. lol I'm such a loser. ( Read more... )

This past week I have been across the country in Florida with my loving Master and His family. There are so many events that happened there being vanilla and bdsm related I don't know where to start.I guess I'll begin where it seems to be the most important to me. My Master has officially collared me as under being trained to Him. With in that week ( Read more... )

Today I went to meet Jen and she was wonderful. So cute and outgoing. We never had a moment were one of us was talking about something. First we went to lunch and I surprisingly opened up to her about some things that only a few people know about me. Automatically I felt a deep friendship connection with her. It's nice to be able to open up to ( Read more... )

Last night I went out to dinner with Stephan and Charlotte. We had a great time conversing about different ideas in BDSM and life etc.It was a way we could all get to know each other better. I really enjoyed how most of our view points seemed to mingle together.After dinner we hung out in the car basically continuing to get to know each other. ( Read more... )

Well I finally was able to go to a dungeon in LA. After going I felt stupid for not going sooner *giggles* I had an awesome time it made me connect with a part of myself that I have been blocking off since last year for personal reasons. My current Master was unable to come with me, but even so this experience has made me feel closer to him then ( Read more... )

nothing seemed to come in the distelled water. focosing on what seemed to be a empty pool of darkness.

you made me look twice you made me see what i thought was lost. it was like i got a second chance and you were that chance.

I went to Canada again. For two weeks it was fun. Now i'm looing for a place to live and regestering for college. kinda scary. my parents are moving to apple valley. I could move there with them but then i'll be utterly alone. to think i feel like i'm alone now. it would be worse. My step dad i cant handle him anymore. theres so many things that ( Read more... )