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I'm seriously falling apart.
My relationship is over.
My heart is broken.
As much as I always said I didn't want to go on,
that shit wasn't true.
I am in shock right now.

I want to meet someone new. I've just recently realized this were true ( Read more... )

I don't understand why ( Read more... )

I don't know why it is that I'm so easy to lie to. But apparently I am. Right now I'm not even sure how I feel. I'm sort of numb. The reason I'm shocked isn't really a big thing but I just didn't expect to hear it. I'm telling myself how to deal with this situation but inside it's killing me. I have to stop talking to him. Time and time again he's ( Read more... )

Hey, long time no update. What's up? Nothing new here really. I just got over being sick last week I'm so glad that's over. I lost 10 lbs though! Go me. It's still cold here, I wish this crap would end ( Winter ) I think this coming weekend it's supposed to warm up a bit. My sister is finally going back to school March Break is OVER! ( Spring Break ( Read more... )

Well, as tradition goes it must be nearing a holiday because I'm having 5 - 6 fights with my bf a day now. I know I say this alot but I'm losing hope with this. I wish I could just meet someone who would make me forget all my past, so I could just move on without feeling like I'm doing something wrong. This shit is so hard. I definitely wish that ( Read more... )

Hey! Well yesterday it was my 23rd birthday. It actually was pretty shitty until today hit. I had my grandparents over for dinner my mom cooked me roast beef as I requested and mashed potatos carrots etc. Then we had the cake and all that... My grandma got me the cutest calendar of " American Eskimo " dogs, which is what my dog is. and 20 dollars ( Read more... )

Hey everyone I know I haven't updated in forever so I might as well now that I have no plans mon - fri. Most of you know that I'm in Arizona right now for Xmas. So far it's been alright. I haven't finished my Xmas shopping yet which has got me a bit worried. Being down here makes me forget it's even Xmas theres no snow!!! It just feels weird. ( Read more... )