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i miss livejournal, honestly. i'm as big a facebook whore as anyone else these days, but i miss actually reading about people's lives/thoughts/whatever in more than 3 line sound-bites. or text-bites. everyone and their mother (usually literally) has a blog and all, but nowadays it's usually, like, A Blog, capital letters, with topics and focus ( Read more... )

i just: i want this to end, you know? i'm so tired, all the time, and it's like even when there are good things, they're such small and rare bright spots that i can feel myself just grasping and clinging to them and ultimately destroying them because they're still not good enough.

i'm increasingly incapable of functioning. whether it's just silly things or important things, i can't do it anymore.

i can't do toronto, and the pac nw is so pricey. i dunno, why not? i'll off myself if i stay here much longer, so i've got to go somewhere. madison has a good job market and cheap as shit housing -- honestly, why not?

madison, wisconsin?

i think i'm going to give up on toronto for now. i can't get financial aid for it, and i could pay for barely a third of it right now, and like fuck i'm asking my parents for anything when they obstinately refuse to, like, buy themselves a new $40 TV ( Read more... )

i blogged a little. mostly i think i have just been reading too much hyperbole and a half, but that's OK too, at least it's stringing words together.

this is my life:

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html

note to brain: stop dreaming