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you know what the thing is
people that do meth and shit like honestly, i think its so fuckin easy for them to quit like they dont get mad withdrawls for weeks and crazy cravings like shizzle. but fucking heroin addicts like me its soooo fucking hard like meth is fucking stupid and heroin is actually the feeling of being alive. im just throwing this out there. my opinion ( Read more... ) -
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so dustin changed my myspace password cause he cant let me live my life. hahahah faaaaaag. -
quick update
this is whats gone on since june: overdosed on heroin, went to the hospital, got sent to rehab in hemet, stayed there until i got got kicked out for sayin niggerlip, came home, now im working on my book. 60 days sober august 2 -
this part shouldnt get out
i dont know
fucking depression -
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i forgot to write this down last week
ok so me and dustin went to mission beach and theres this rich pool that we got into and were goin in and like im all sayin how im not a good swimmer and how ill die. and basically a little bit after that were chillin and that fool jus like pushes me into the ten foot part and i get soo fuckin scared im all chokin on water. the only way i lived ( Read more... ) -
true love
so theres this homey named josiah
and he was on american idol
but the judges are dicks and he didnt make the top 24
but i really need him so bad
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scurvy
and i almost got puked on at the aa meeting today. i just so wanted to die. rehab is kind of chill. but like this time im not even gonna drink. i havent done any heroin in fucking 22 days. thats the longest ive gone in two fucking years. thats like a big wow. makes me feel kinda good. hahah i dont even know the point of this. -
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so i fucked up and relapsed during the superbowl. i got so fucking drunk and i really made dt sad and that kind of killed me inside. today the whole day i just wanted to kill myself. and then i did a god damn psychiatric evaluation on pretty much the worst day possible. ugh now they think im insane when in reality im only anemic, narcoleptic, ( Read more... )