I've been having a dream that somthing that went away a while ago was coming back...

Im not happy.....

a lot of old feelings are rising...

of course I can't fully explain myself....

it's 6:25am i just got back home from boston....

i was tired but now im not......

Yesterday was a good day....I was sitting at home watching T.v. and out of nowhere my dada calls me and tells me he's on a bus about 7 miles away from home and he's almost at the base....and so I was really excited I told him I would be at the base as soon as I could get there....and he said that my aunti and uncle and cousins were already there ( Read more... )

Im over my moms house visiting theres another big storm so I can't leave but it's cool.....so I guess I can say a lot has happend......ovbiously still living at Nina's house which has been great....I have a big room upstairs and a bathroom....it's good.....and I've been working my way up to being pritty independent......I've been keeping intouch ( Read more... )

So the last week and couple of days have been wierd and eventful......Right now im currently at Nina's house living here....theres a lot of details but i can't explain it all right now.......

Man I found some stuff out about someone *cough ashari* that I really am not shure what to think of lol but once again I really can't write it down incase someone I don't want to read it does......But i can really understand why you would do It shit I would too if I was old enough hahahha......

But anyways Valentines was fun....My mom came home ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's day.....I had a good one....

Friday and Saturday were really fun.....I did end up going to Nikki's and we were going to go out with one person but they didn't call us back so we went for a ride with my cousin Adam that was kinda pointless but it was cool seeing him anyways since I havn't in a while.......

I slept over so that I could help her get ready and stuff then around 3 ( Read more... )

Time for me to write something real....okay so for the past week I've been spending all my time with Nicole because she's s real great gurl we always have so much fun together.....we went to the mall last weekend so she could buy a present for her boyfriend.....we had such a fun time then I slept over there.......we "watched" the game sortof on ( Read more... )

Will you dance with me...once I've held out my hand...

theres no turning back from that......the only things that can happen is you either take it....or walk away.......I stand here without shame or regret......just hope....hope that you will see the faith I hold in my heart............

Im surrounded by you and your thoughts......what you say to me ( Read more... )

I went to the Doctors yesterday because I needed  new one.....but it seems like it's taking even longer for them to give me a referral so I can have my surgery on my heart....If I have a heart attack im blaming them those basterd for taking to long.....also I have to get a cotton swab in my vagina.....fun........

Today is friday and Im going to be ( Read more... )