I think I had one of the best night tonight in a while....thats all I have to say......

wouldn't you like to know...

Not to happy with my decisions......but it's not going to ruin me....

My fickleness is so selfish somtimes........I just want to know what to do and forget all thats in between...I want to be right where im supposed to be....and maybe that is right here, but not like in my dreams.....

I only have you because I don't want to get hurt...of course im ( Read more... )

Such a strange place

My happiness is in reach

pulling on my dress

they tear it to shreads

But your still a saint

in that peace your a queen

All are ashamed suddenly surpressed

Now it hurts

now she's going down

all because of one word

because of one look

but it's just begun...

If your insane then im okay

Everyone is a killer, everyone is sad

it's a ( Read more... )

Finaly some people have come to there sences and Chris is now being kicked out......Which I have to admit Im happy about only because he was so lazy didn't do anything.....kept lying disrespected me and a lot more.......but what pisses me off is he is so selfish and ungreatful for all of that....he had it pritty fucking good here....He just needs ( Read more... )

Fuck youuuuuuuu......can't ever make you flippin happy....go catch some fucking delisious bass in a poison river.....

Im starting to feel really lonly again.....this suck.....I miss all my friends and all the people I cared about......sick of them leaving.......But im glad Im starting to to get back in touch with some old highschool friends....and these are the real ones the ones that were true friends.....Like Nicole i hung out with her and her Boyfriend today I ( Read more... )

Someone once said that there is more glory in forgiving those who hate you rather then being mad at them for all eternity.......your right there Ashari......so thats exactly why Im not going to feel bad for forgiving bethany.....although im having a little trouble forgiving someone else because it's taking long for them to admit it........

Beth ( Read more... )

Again more drama.....where to begin.....well on a good note im friends with bethany again...people can say w/e they want because I'd rather forgive someone then be angry at the forever....if you look at it like that it's better to have friends then enemies.....We hung out the other night went to Boston we had fun...did get back untill 4 am.....but ( Read more... )

Imagine happiness without a price........

New years was fun I went to Nina's house and Connie came over which was cool because i havn't seen her in so long........But I was still sad Gavin couldn't be there he's stuck in Virginia because of some very mean selfish people......figures..... I have no Idea when he might be coming back I dont even know ( Read more... )

New years eve everyone....but now im in a weird mood.....Troy came over to talk to me about me moving in ....so confused I really want to but  I don't know why I don't.....Tenita wants me to go over there to spend New years with here which I really want to because she's my gurl.....but at the same time I really wanna stay here so I can have other ( Read more... )