i'm in love with a girl.

I guess today I realized some things.. more than I ever have. I realized that I'm nothing like anybody in my family. Am I even really in this family? Was I just adopted and they don't wanna hurt me by telling me that? Well, they can't possibly hurt me any worse. I don't look like anyone in my family, I have red hair. The girls have blond, and ( Read more... )

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well, it's only been a few months since i've written in this, and this is the first i've actually thought of writing in here in a few months. in short, i guess i could say that i really think i know what it means to be happy. i'm not going to explain to you my definition of happiness, because i think each person probably has a different idea of ( Read more... )

For me, one of the hardest things is opening up. I can't trust people no matter how hard I try, and I can't help that. So many broken promises and lies that it's just so hard to even want to try to trust someone else. I wish I could open up and speak my mind, but I never know if the person whom I think is listening and understanding and keeping ( Read more... )

there's just something about the way you look at me that makes me feel so incredibly weak and want to stare deeply into your eyes.

but.. i'm just a dreamer.

i wish i had the power to help anyone i wanted in the world. i'm not great enough for that though. nobody is, but i wish i was the one who could be. softball is right around the corner, and i could not be anymore excited. this year is going to be a ton of fun i think. this week has been different from a lot of the past weeks i've had. i've ( Read more... )

you never tell me you love me, so how do you think that makes me feel? you never tell me you care, so what do you want me to think? i live in this fucking world to please others, and i can't even remember the last time i heard nice words that were directed towards me come out of your mouth. you never fail to tell me all of my faults, but you ( Read more... )

i remember the first time we met eye to eye. i looked at you and all i noticed was your beautiful eyes that i could not take my own eyes off of. we don't talk, we just smile or look at one another. we nod our heads in disbelief because of the people around us. we make no effort to communicate, but i can see things changing. i can't get the ( Read more... )