have some fantastic friends. Nice to see that when i nearly split up with my boyfriend, they turn their backs on me and start spreading shit.

Happy happy happyyyyy! =D =D =D

i'll update this properly soon, i promise. you can hold me to that.

I've got a list the length of my arm ( Read more... )

i hate couples. or at least the one's i seem to know... why do they feel the need to shove it in your face, and basically form their own little group. Maybe i'm just jealous, but almost feels like i'm not a part of my own group of friends, because i'm not part of a couple. I really am probably being daft, but that's the way it feels. i just want ( Read more... )

men are weird. got a text from gac of all people asking how i was, then was briefly talking to him on msn. think i've now offended him by asking him why i'm being spoken to... i cna't win can i?

i feel so crap. i shouldn't have time to sit and think, but i always find a way. there's only one thing i want most in the world - to be genuinely happy. but how do i accomplish that?

i think i may die. i have a 1500 word essay(alonhg with 3 other essays within the month) to do for two weeks time. i haven't written a word and i have no clue WHAT to write.

i'm sorry i'm such a bad person. i'm sorry that i seem to mean nothing to the people who supposedly care about me. can i help it that i seem to be worthless and people are incapable of actually caring about me? i'm sorry i'm such a fuck up, i fuck up every relationship i go near. i wish i hadn't done so many things over these past few months. ( Read more... )

i have a new mobile number, and i'm a twit and accidently text the twins with it(i just sent it to all my old phonebook). I'm now so so tempted to text jim and either see if he'll talk to me, or apologise for my doings, just to ease my conscience. bad idea? or good idea?

when you gain my trust, you gain it completely. biggest mistake i've ever made.