I am thankful for: My family *my mom slowly getting better Sean (the love of my life) My friends my roommates my pets..especially "death" < my poodle, for still being alive after all these yrs
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i dont know what he wants anymore. He just makes me so self conscious about myself. I already am but this just makes me so insecure i almost question his love. i just dont know what to believe. one minute hell say im the only one he loves and that he's dependent of me and that im perfect for him and then the next he hurts my feelings and he knows
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Summer is almost over and school starts in three days. I can't wait. I'm going to miss everyone though; I had quite the summer. The way to end a great summer was to go to the 50 cent concert. I'd have to say that was one of my favorite concerts. I didn't think I would ever have so much fun at a rap concert. Mike Jones was first (i hate him), but it
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summer is going by so fast. ive been working a lot lately and drinking wayy to o much. i drank sun, mon, tues.. took a break wed and drank thurs. its getting ridiculous. i drove myself to ny yesterday to see my friends from eastern. it was ashlei's birthday and what better way to celebrate it than to drink? we went out for japanese food and the
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Life is good i guess. I don't know what I'm gonna do without my friends at school for 3 1/2 months. Kate isn't coming back and she's my best friend here. Amanda and I grew apart. The whole roommate thing definitely destroyed our close friendship. She pissed me off and kicked me out of my room way too many times. I'm just glad I won't have to deal
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vacation wasnt bad. watched a lottt of movies and didnt get drunk once. i went on a date with this kid from school. it was nice. he was going to walk me to my door at the end of the date. i thought that was cute. he wants to hang out again. i get to see kate and caroline today! i havent seen them in a week. i go back to school tomorrow.
blahhh He's leavin in a MONTH. I havent been talkin to him as much anymore. He's goin to key west instead of hawaii now i think. Our date was PERFECT. he was so sweet, but that's done with. tooo bad
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