Comments | inthefade462: Suicidal Tendencies

inthefade462

Suicidal Tendencies

May 05, 2006 08:35

So it's no secret that I've been dealing with a pretty wicked case of boredom and depression lately as my brain adjusts to normality after years of substance abuse. I mean, that's part of the package and all and I've grown accustomed to it. All my life I've had pretty vivid dreams and usually I can remember them, but one thing is for certain, I' ( Read more... )

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daluca May 5 2006, 16:01:52 UTC

I've actually had multiple dreams where I died. The first one I had I was in a car and trying to get away from some kind of burglary in progress and this guy pulled a gun on me and shot me in the head. I still vividly remember the feeling of a bullet hitting my head and everything going black. I woke up and realized I was holding my breath. It freaked me the hell out. I had another one where I was running from someone and they hit me in the back of the head and I remember taking my last breaths and bleeding out. That sucked. But, if it makes you feel better I had those dreams over a year ago and I'm not dead. :)
I hope that they will pass soon for you because I know they're no fun.

inthefade462 May 6 2006, 02:04:38 UTC

awesome sounds like i'm not as messed up as I previously thought, if a good sweet innocent girl like you dies in her dreams also :p

daluca May 8 2006, 11:32:19 UTC

You are the third person in three days that's said I'm sweet and innocent. I think I must give off that vibe or it's my appearance, but I'm definitely not "sweet and innocent." :-P

inthefade462 May 8 2006, 13:34:07 UTC

lies.

gargoylee May 5 2006, 20:39:45 UTC

I remember one of my dreams where I died... (although there have been more)... I was backing up down a really steep and icy driveway and I was a mother with kids in my car. My car slid down the driveway and across the street into an icy river and I drowned. Then, I remember heaven, which was a whole bunch of houses and people I knew that had passed on floating in space.

I love you.

inthefade462 May 6 2006, 02:06:38 UTC

I love you too :) Don't worry, if I was really going to kill myself I'd use the .45 and get it over with, not my dinky little 22 rifle. I found myself wondering why I was using the rifle of all things in the dream, it makes no sense now but while the dream was happening it seemed perfectly logical.