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Deconstruction
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Quit Smoking: Check. Compared to um, other things, this is a piece of cake. The real test comes saturday night when I get really, really drunk. Will I smoke a cigarette or 20 then? Stay tuned. -
Get up in the morning on Time: Check. getting to work on time however, is not working out as well as I'd hoped, but I am waking up ( Read more... )
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Just keep swimming...
Alright it's been long enough of moping around feeling sorry for myself. I either need to relapse or move on and start being productive. To tell you the truth I wouldn't mind terribly if the first happened, at least I'd know where I stand. Anyways, In hopes of achieving the latter I've decided to take up a hobby or two and set some goals for ( Read more... ) -
The Ghost of Christmas Past
Maybe 2-4 months ago a friend of mine confided in me, told me something I sure as hell wish she hadn't. It wasn't until after she had let it slip that she made me promise not to say anything. The secret involved another friend of mine, more like an acquaintance, someone I hadn't really spoken to in a good number of years, 4 or 5 at least. Now, I ( Read more... ) -
Suicidal Tendencies
So it's no secret that I've been dealing with a pretty wicked case of boredom and depression lately as my brain adjusts to normality after years of substance abuse. I mean, that's part of the package and all and I've grown accustomed to it. All my life I've had pretty vivid dreams and usually I can remember them, but one thing is for certain, I' ( Read more... ) -
Argh Matey, buried treasure it be says I
This is interesting. Yet another thing that i've had to think about since cleaning up. Not that it's something that I'm worried about or paranoid, that's just not my style. It's just that...Wait a minute, there's a movie quote somewhere that captures what I'm trying to say...Ah yes, Trainspotting:
RENTON: People think it's all about misery and ( Read more... ) -
The Colombianization of Mexico
Mexico to decriminalize illegal drug possession
Under the legislation, police will not penalize people for possessing up to 5 grams of marijuana, 5 grams of opium, 25 milligrams of heroin or 500 milligrams of cocaine.
People caught with larger quantities of drugs will be treated as narcotics dealers and face increased jail terms under the plan.
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This just about describes it
IntheFade462: life without drugs is very mundane and boring
Mthrndr01: I deal with it by sleeping a lot
IntheFade462: dude that's all i do
IntheFade462: sleep, smoke cigarettes
Mthrndr01: it's wonderful, isn't it?
IntheFade462: are you fucking kidding me
Mthrndr01: the sleep?
Mthrndr01: No...
Mthrndr01: the only thing that keeps me moving through the day ( Read more... ) -
Honey-suckles
The pain and sickness is gone now, for the most part. I haven't woken up covered in sweat and vomiting in a week now, and the sleep I am getting is very fulfilling, sound sleep, though it seems I can never get enough of it. I could sleep for days, I'd like nothing more than that actually, it's the only comfort I have these days. That and sweet, ( Read more... ) -
Storms
A thunderstorm came through tonight, I don't know why but god I just love driving at night during storms. I love watching the lightning strike across the sky, feeling the vibrations from the thunder, seeing all the street lights distorted by the rainfall. As soon as it really started coming down I went out for a drive. The only thing I dislike ( Read more... )