please tell my why the past few weeks have been absolutely ridiculous ( Read more... )

if it doesn't start getting warmer, i am going to go insane.  i just want to be able to sit outside on my little beach towel and do my work.  anywho...i am quite excited for spring break. ally, lathie, brie, nicole, and i are all leaving around midnight friday, and driving 11 hours to south carolina....Edisto Beach state park to be exact. home of ( Read more... )

well, what do you know? i got a job for next semester...so thats pretty sweet. a little extra cash flow never hurt anyone. uhmmmmm lets see. i pretty much have all of my clothes packed. i have been so bored, all i have been doing is cleaning. hah. i guess that isn't bad. ally and i are taking lathie to the airport around 5. that is going to be sad ( Read more... )

i wrote this a long time ago. i feel like typing it up, and then ripping it up on paper. so there you have it ( Read more... )

i have absolutely no desire to be anywhere around anyone right now. i feel like i am going to vomit, and i don't know why. my muscles are more tense than they have ever been. i am angry, angry, angry about everything...and i have nowhere to go. nowhere. there is absolutly nowhere where i can go to be alone. i think, i am probably going to go crazy ( Read more... )

you kept a distance out of fear you'd break ( Read more... )

school is getting pretty insane. i am not doing so hot in my classes, which is ridiculous. i should and probably could be doing much better. i am so bad with school and everything. i am just so used to never ever doing well so it is engrained in my head that i WON'T do well, therefore i do not even try, really. hmmm...this indeed needs to change. i ( Read more... )

so, shoot me in the brain. i have finally come to the conclusion that dave is psychotic. i hate a lot of things right now. mainly, the fact that i cannot do well no matter how hard i try...yay! suck it.

this cd is so good. so damn good ( Read more... )

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