I should have listened to the friends that warned me.

"Stay away from her, broooo...Noooooo!"
"Ehh..Be careful, I don't think it's a good idea"
"I've heard only bad things about her and every relationship she's been in has ended badly"

But I said, NO! I will not listen to what others are saying. I wanted to make my own assumptions and draw my own ( Read more... )

I decided to write a little something in here. It's been 2.5 years since I posted. Crazy, huh? I feel like every time I write something in here, I always start with "so much has happened." Maybe this time I will keep it a little more current. After all, according to livejournal, I have 145 posts? That seems a bit inaccurate, but then again, I've ( Read more... )

Unbelievable...it's been over a year since the last entry..funny thing is not a whole lot has happened..what am i talking about ( Read more... )

nice photo PFC Torres..PFC..congrats on that man..not sure if or when i told you, but at least i said it now. I'm proud bro. It's funny cause at this very moment i'm looking at my PFC rank...i have the pin next to my airborne wings on my desk and the patch for my ACUs dead center under my computer monitor. I try to think about those days when i ( Read more... )

[....only thing that sucks is having to wake up at 6-6:30am 5 days a week to go in the city for hebrew class from 8-12:30, with a 30min break at 10am. it sucks so much. started flirting with an arabic girl in the class just to make it more interesting. shit's intense. gives me massive headaches ( Read more... )

bored. so i got a job. i start monday at 7-11!!! woah! how exciting! i guess a job is a job. the pay isn't bad at all and it's close to my house. i started going out again. i couldn't stand the isolation and avoiding phone calls. after the first few times of going out i stopped hearing the "where the hell you been" questions. they're so fucking ( Read more... )

i need a fucking job. school absolutely sucks. i can't seem to get into it at all. especially since they're both online courses, college algebra and history of the us. LAME. fucking lame. this summer is going to be the worst summer yet. i know it's bad to be so pessimistic, but unfortunately it's true. it won't be too depressing, but it won't be ( Read more... )

the fucking craziest shit ever. i'm completely speechless about tonight's events. it's funny how the best times can instantly turn into the worst times. i believe a great book i can't recall starts out as that. "it was the best of times and the worst of times." well..that was tonight. going out on the pontoon on lake tarpon is so much fun. ( Read more... )

So, the last appt with rick went well... i spoke a lot about how everything felt like its getting better..i know i was all burnt out and shit but im pretty sure i was right. im actually doing more things and at the same time getting my shit done as far as school goes. with the planner i can stick to a schedule and make notes. with a racing mind i ( Read more... )

so i guess i'm going to be moving into Campus Walk. it's right across the street from where i used to live. i saw a one bedroom unit today..very small, but oh well. hopefully this will just be temporary. i don't think i could live a whole fucking year by myself in a small little place. i'm trying to think on the bright side though. with the ( Read more... )