THINGS ARE WEIRD

one year ago today i was taking a shower to go to the hospital and i kept hearing my dog whimper while i was in there. when i got out of the shower i walked down the hall to my room and saw my mom sitting on the couch crying. i said, "did it happen?" and she shook her head yes. i looked into the kitchen and saw my dad crying and then i realized it ( Read more... )

i keep writing posts and then making them private ( Read more... )

the surgery has to work.

I would like to watch you sleeping ( Read more... )

i feel like i have been kicked in the chest

http://community.livejournal.com/damnportlanders/15653232.html

that^ is a livejournal group for portlanders and their response to someone's "happy coming out day" post

welcome to portland!

things have been sort of weird for me lately. i met someone who made my heart explode and then things got weird. something about autumn and rainy days makes me miss the excitement of sitting in bed drinking tea and feeling like fireworks. but, it's okay. i still get little bursts of excitement that this person exists around me and what more can ( Read more... )

this is the first year i didn't immediately think about 9/11/01. 55 years ago today my aunt agnes and uncle danny were married and this year he's not alive to celebrate.

I feel like I need to document things, but am at a loss for words. One way to document it would be to note that multiple times a day I think, "you exist? this person really exists?" Another way would be to bottle a contented sigh, but I don't think that's going to work.