i broke a tractor yesterday ( Read more... )

i don't really feel close to anyone anymore. every time i like someone they don't like me back. every time someone likes me i feel like it just would never work out. i feel lonely pretty often, whether i'm by myself or in a room full of people. i don't make enough money at work to pay for anything i want to do or need to pay for. i keep forgetting ( Read more... )

microsoft office 2007 for windows is by far the most hideous program that i have ever seen in my life, no kidding.

so my earliest class on any day this semester begins at 11 on tuesdays and thursdays, and it's one of my droppable classes that i took for extra credit hours. my earliest class on monday, wednesday and friday begins at 12.

i think i can handle this schedule alright.

-matt

i feel the need to write something down, because i know i haven't in a very long time. i'm done working for Riverside Printing in rocky mount, since i was only supposed to be there for 12 weeks. i'm back to living in murfreesboro again, i have an apartment on third street, and classes begin the 20th. i'm at the beach right now, though. i came up ( Read more... )

today was a good day for skateboarding. i decided yesterday that my skate shoes were done for, so today i drove to greenville and picked up two pair of shoes and an extra deck, since the one i'm skating now is starting to crack and i'm not sure how much longer it's going to last. once i got back to rocky mount, it was about three oclock and i took ( Read more... )

alright, so i know this is already posted in my AIM info, but i was folding point-of-purchase displays for eight hours today and i couldn't help but use my brain, which made me think of the following excerpt from Kant's Metaphysics of Morals:

"And, in fact, we find that the more a cultivated reason applies itself with deliberate purpose to the ( Read more... )

i woke up in my bedroom at my parent's house in murfreesboro this morning. it felt pretty strange.

back in rocky mount, now, though. had to go get more of my things.

i think i'm about to head to raleigh in a few minutes!

( oh, and... )

i'm beginning to feel a lot better, like the way that i used to, and i'm glad. this town is not such a terrible place, and this job is actually pretty decent. plus, i had an absolute blast in garner last night. the drive was a little confusing for some reason, but i made it there and back in a single human piece, so it's alright. saw disturbia, too ( Read more... )

so here goes...

first day of the new job in rocky mount. let's hope i don't do anything to make my summer a not-so-good one. i know my fingers are crossed.

-matt