my metformin is making me terribly ill. i'm naseous ALL. THE. TIME.

on the bright side, i've lost three pounds and jeanette still fits perfectly in my arms and she's gorgeous when she's asleep.

aaaaaand, mexico training tonight...BIG WOOHOO to that!!! i'm so flippin pumped about mexico!

so mu bloodwork results came back today. i officially have pcos, but instead of the pill, he's outting me on an experimental drug that they're now using to treat it ( Read more... )

sucks. why do we need a holiday to remind single people how lonely they really are ( Read more... )

it finally has a name. all the years of struggle and not knowing what the hell was wrong and feeling so down all the time and losing my hair and not for the life of me being able to lose weight and thinking i was just a flawed, weak person... it has a name ( Read more... )

i wish i could get my shit together.

i wish someone would try to understand.

i wish she was here.

i wish i knew who i'm supposed to be.

i wish i remembered what happy feels like.

jealousy's a bitch. so are relationships ( Read more... )

just in case anybody was worried that i'm not. i am.

but i don;t feel like posting, even though there's the usual 54354363 things going on.

I FU.CK.ING HATE E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

this has actually been a really good weekend. it's pretty sad that i just let jeanette put me in a bad mood. it's not gonna last long though ( Read more... )

so, you know how totally excited i was aobut my job? yeah, no. it's fun, but omigosh. i'm so tired, and my feet hurt soo much, and i only worked three hours. but it was kinda slow today- my mom says it will be easier when we have actual customers. the people i work with are pretty awesome, though. lots of fun. we were akward around each ( Read more... )