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break me.
the only thing i'm sure of right now is that i will be thin.
the rest is a mystery.
my sister asked today, do you ever eat anymore?
and i couldn't help but grin a little.
i feel like it's recognition of my success.
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awful feeling. I found out this girl who my boyfriend used to have feelings for, likes him.
fuck.
and we almost became friends.
now she's being so rude.
it's like everyone wants to break us up.
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lame.
reading Oedipus Rex in English right now. so stupid. who cares. he fucked his mom. whatever. we all are a bit fucked.
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guitar.
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art.
I love art.
I never even think about food here.
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school.
on the bus. on my way to school. I can't stand when my friends eat around me. the guys always get these breakfast sandwhichs that are cheese egg and bacon on a bagel. they are disgusting to watch them eat. I'm going to help my friend in metal fab during my free period so I can't eat. so I should be okay at school. I have plenty of control at home ( Read more... ) -
stupid.
I am now 36 hours into my fast. don't know how long I'm going for.