So, yesterday was an awesome day that I don't feel like getting into. But today has turned bad. My dad doesn't want me getting a cutie right now. I'm really sad about it. It's not that he wants me to wait, it's that once again he feels he has to take all of the responsibility. This is my puppy! I can freaking take care of it. That's probably ( Read more... )

I just feel like a good cry right now or a good drink. The funny thing is I don't know why. It's just been one of those days where I've tried to feel good about myself and enjoy life. Yeah, that's right. I do try to do that. I tell myself I will, and I do. But I fucking get depressed later on. So, people need to lay off. It's not as easy as ( Read more... )

I'm such a horrible person. I feel so bad about myself right now. I really hope I can get that basset. That way I could have a friend who I would hopefully not let down.

I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend and person. I feel really bad right now. I'm horrible!

When I read that, I went to bed and sobbed. It was the perfect topper to a miserable two days. After I had my catharsis, I layed there-hopeless. There was no way I was going to sleep. So there I lay, in pitch darkness, trying to let my mind wonder enough so that I could forget I was alive. My chest ached. I then knew what it was like to ( Read more... )

I can't believe this. The one thing I never expected. What else is going to happen? What else is going to drive me closer to suicide? I'm sorry, but this is getting to be way too much. Pretty soon I'm not going to be able to ever get out of bed. Thanks God. Thanks for everything.

Au revoir, mes amis! I'm off to meet my maker. Oh camping trip that will kill me. Hmmmm. My sister's getting married. *little to no excitement* I'm not really looking forward to much. **

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My God! I just feel completely and totally hopeless. I'm tired of myself.

Let's just say I feel a lot sick. I'm a horrible, sick person. No one should ever be my friend.

Brooke wins. That's all I can say for now. I don't want to give away the surprise.

I'm back at home. It's not neccessarily good to be back, but I have to be here. Atlanta was prefered. It was good to get away ( Read more... )