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this semester has seen my best and worst - heartwarming moments and amazing friends who made me actually like school quite a lot (minus the blasting six alarms everyday and waking up part) and i saw how blessed i truly am amidst everything. i am terribly excited yet terrified at the same time at all there is to come, every seemingly unimportant ( Read more... )

so now what do you do if you knew things had to fail, again?
always trapped between yes and no and ..stitched with good intentions but broken over and again.
how could i make you even begin to understand ?

things are falling into place
took long enough 
but im glad now, since the longest time ever
time to stop hurting
and im going to get back to being happy with coffee and books

not too long ago i was sorely disappointed and bitter at many things, thinking rethinking overthinking and dwelling on one too many mistakes. things were going pretty fine, though could-have-beens haunted me all the time, and i was terribly sore at not staying with the bestie which would have made up for everything and completed my not too perfect ( Read more... )

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today i have slept enough to recover from sleep debt accumulated over the month, this semester has been really coffee driven rushing to get one thing done after the other - dance, and my 5-essays-marathon in a week, reading week, exams, packing up and moving out, unpacking, repacking again, then getting ready to fly. now that all my papers are ( Read more... )

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alternating between streaks of euphoria and plummeting to rock bottom as of late, work and travel predicament is solved, but school is intimidating and i can only replace sleep with coffee. wish i were more intuitive, never good enough for dance for floorball or academics, i cant even imagine if i cannot do another year, insanely hopeful yet even ( Read more... )