I've been asleep for years and slowly waking from that perpetual slumber. I've never felt more alive than I do now. I'm gradually regaining a sense of clarity.

Hands down, I'm too proud for love but with eyes shut, it's you I'm thinking of.
But how we move from A to B? It can't be up to me 'cause you don't know
Eye to Eye....

“he saw that all the struggles of life were incessant, laborious, painful, that nothing was done quickly, without labor, that it had to undergo a thousand fondlings, revisings, moldings, addings, removings, graftings, tearings, correctings, smoothings, rebuildings, reconsiderings, nailings, tackings, chippings, hammerings, hoistings, connectings - ( Read more... )

"But some of us awake in the night with strange phantasms of enchanted hills and gardens, of fountains that sing in the sun, of golden cliffs overhanging murmuring seas, of plains that stretch down to sleeping cities of bronze and stone, and of shadowy companies of heroes that ride caparisoned white horses along the edges of thick forests; and then ( Read more... )

holy crap. things are shitty. But I can't give up on life. I just want it on pause for a little bit until I'm ready to start walking ahead.

i'm beginning to think being on the computer 8-10 hrs a day is not my kind of career aspiration. fuck.

Today I'm finally getting you back in my life. Kind of a hefty price to pay. But it's been almost 2 years without you in my life and all those years I think of you often. I'm sooooo excited. Now I'm working on getting a new partner for you. It will be glorious. A new journey will begin.

i think i need to start selling mostly everything i have. Things that are not being used, just lying around staring at me with neglect. That and to fund for my expedition back to Asia. I want to go to Cambodia and Nepal and Thailand. back to S. Korea. kbye.

really really really need to get my license. I've held it off long enough.

It's been awhile. Many things have transpired. There's never a dull moment in life, always filled with sharp turns and adventurous new thrills. Even though there has been unforeseen obstacles on the road when the hurdle seems long winded and so far, life has been great. I have a lot to be thankful for and also a lot things to mend and solidify. ( Read more... )