I suppose this is what was meant to happen. This is what happens when you stop trusting in yourself. In your own thoughts, purpose...dreams. The desire to just sit still overtakes you, and you let the world pass you by. I write it off as cyclical. I write it off as a passing phase. I write it off ( Read more... )

well, its a new year...i have never been so glad when a year has ended. for like the first three days of the year i was in this weird state of euphoria because 2005 was finally fucking over!!!! 2005 was honestly the year of the devil but this year has already been amazing. i have met a lily among the thorns, i have a great job, i have supportive ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly bored! i just don't know what to do with myself. i was so bored that i made a myspace...wtf. i have no friends. no one to hang out with and no one to call. what a fuckin loser.
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I am officially a down with love girl! I am so sick of guys. My New Year's Resolution is to stay single for a full year. I haven't done that since my freshman year of high school. We'll see what happens. Anyways, I totally made straight A's this semester!!! I saw the Chronicles of Narnia the other day and was very unimpressed. I went down to ( Read more... )

went to a ritzy restaurant in buckhead last night--Chops--we dropped 200 fucking dollars on some food. it was all in gift certificates, but still...200 dollars. i don't know what i hate more, that there are people that can afford to shit and piss away 200 bucks while others live in poverty or that i'm not one of those people...hahaha ( Read more... )

i'm convinced...i killed way too many brain cells in april...i'm doomed to be stupid for the rest of my life. i really believe i lost brain power that i'm never gonna get back.

i saw adam off yesterday...it's strange to know that i won't see him for 9 weeks...i re-registered for class and i ended up with an even better schedule ( Read more... )

Loose lips burn bridges, but ink speaks in tongues and it turns out the feedback is beautiful. SO, i got denied the HOPE scholarship and i forgot to have my dad pay the tuition by august 5th, so my schedule got dropped and i'm not registered anymore. damn it. i can't get anything right. oh and i totally remembered the ending to harry potter...i'm ( Read more... )

i forgot the ending of harry potter, and my dad is gonna bring me the book tomorrow...no harm no foul...life is good.

my life was officially ruined last night when SOMEONE ruined harry potter and the half blood prince for me...damnz, i really can't catch a fuckin break! i really wish money didn't rule my life. but i'm looking forward to seeing OAR, Pepper, the Decemberists and catch 22. i can't wait til class starts on the 15th...i took jogging for my PE, so ( Read more... )