Last night I had a dream.
Well more like a series of dreams as always.
I have never learned so much while sleeping.
Andria, Robert, Natasha, and others helped me in my dreams.
I just wish I could remember the exact quote I heard.
Oh well....

Doesn't it suck when you're about to get everything you want?
And then either you realize you don't want it anymore ( Read more... )

I really wish we had finished that talk last week.
I was just too scared to bring it up again.
I don't make things happen, they just do.

I wish you had talked to me tonight.
You might have liked what I said.
I guess there's always another time.

I'm really really sorry to you.
I fucked up and I'm sorry.
UGH  );

I'm looking at apartments in Vermont.
No good ( Read more... )

"i've been hoping you can stay with me, and i could hold you close 'til the end of time, yeah.
maybe someday we will grab some change and run away, but for now i'll learn to say goodbye."

p.s. never get involved with someone who's already in love.

you have no idea how much that made me smile
you have no idea how much that moment 10 seconds later totally killed it
you know nothing yet  );

today i got to spend the day with so many of my girlies
yayy i'm happy about that

do whatever the fuck you want
all of you, go for it
life will be easier when everyone is gone

it would be nice to have one person i ( Read more... )

I have momentarily given up on the concept of love. Making something real work, and then making it last, just takes too much energy- energy that, at this point in time, I really cannot afford to spend. I am truly sorry to those hearts that I have hurt, I wish you the very best.

yay for lists
find me a girl that...

01. is pretty, someone i can show off please  (:
02. understands me, i am a very complex and confusing person.  i need a girl that understands that sometimes when your hand itches you have to scratch your foot.
03. has all the time in the world for me.  i need someone i can see for extended periods of time 4-6 days ( Read more... )

so andria wanted me to tell everyone that we had sex today.
weird girl right?  O_o

oh man i'm sad
too much pressure
i want to throw up
i feel so bad
fuck my life
i liked it better when i didn't have a conscience
i liked it better when i wasn't an idiot  );
ughaklsdfjalksdf :'(

off to go drown or something
goodnight  (;

So let me drown so I can breathe again
I’m ( Read more... )

Where am i, what was that
That made my heart beat so fast
I’m somewhere now that I’ve never been
So far from the world I was living in

Baby, I’m lost, but I’m not afraid
I know you’re the one to show me the way
Lost in your arms, lost in your love
baby, since I’ve found you
When I’m around you, I’m lost

I’ve come so far, I can’t turn back
There was no star, ( Read more... )

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leap of faith my ass  >_<

fuck it no list
D: