i have a big problem at the moment
that i cannot talk to anyone about
i can't talk to barbie
or maria
or andria
or eileen
or robert
anyone  >_<
fmlfmlfmlfml

i don't need people giving me advice
or telling me what to do
i've made it just fine in my life doing whatever i please and feel is right
everyone has always trusted me to make my own decisions
and i am ( Read more... )

I know better than to break the rules
Of messin' with a lesson that I'll never learn
I'll go from bad to worse and later back to better
But I'll never better bridges that I'm bent to burn

i miss my mom
a lot
goodnight  );

a pentagon is a stupid shape  ):

ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily

i like that i can make jaws drop  ;)

i think my life will get a whole lot more complicated in the next week
oh well that's what i'm used to  (:

So, let me get this story straight,
this was just a chance you had to take.
Did I even cross your mind?
This'll be the last time you cross mine.
We were slick as thieves.
Just like a thief,you stole the best of me

and what bothers me
is i was ready to fix everything
and i couldn't get one last chance
i thought i deserved that much
but i guess i was wrong
and now i don't have faith in anyone

this week is going to be so much fun
but i can't wait for it to end
for various reasons  );

reading that has brought tears to my eyes
i can't believe it
but what's worse it that ( Read more... )

i'm not anyone's savior
i'm not going to change anyone's life
i'm not here to fix your problems
i serve no purpose really
so everyone needs to stop thinking i'm so great
because i'm just a screw up
and a clueless idiot
i can fix anyone's life when i can't even fix my own
don't expect much from me
cuz i'll just let you down
and i know it sounds like i'm being ( Read more... )

just cuz i've always been around
doesn't mean i'll always be around
because quite frankly
you're just a joke
and i'm not up for any more laughs

NEVER

i'm so tired of getting by
i want to be genuinely happy
and have everything work out
):

i don't know why i somehow get the idea that my life will just get magically better once i move
i wish it were that simple  ):

i've been trying so hard to save all these ships lately  
but everything is going to sink soon enough.

pool party next week?
yeah that should be epic
;)

rofl so predictable  >_<
it never ever fails

you are such a bad influence
i didn ( Read more... )