yesterday was a field day in exchange for a seminar on cage at ucsd. i was dissapointed to say the least and grew irritated as ever with everything because of it- the business of friends is tricky and i will forever be slave to it's endless list of compromises- i came across my first recording and had some visions. the next step is to send it my ( Read more... )

it was today, when i walked into the shop, thinking that no one would be there to bother me while i ordered. a group of teenage aquaintances looked up stupidly and tried hard to comprehend my arrival ( Read more... )

today i met the locust's drummers dad. he says he will give us his sons number so we can jam or something. i also played my first recital tonight, i think im ready for a bigger audience.

i went to the library like i usually do during lunch and decide to go wash my hands before theory class. i walk in and it smells bad. real bad. theres some wierdo in ther gasping for air and making all sorts of wierd noises. he isnt aware of me being in the bathroom with him because he has on his headphones full blast screaming some cars song. i go ( Read more... )

i sat in algebra 2 today scrambling to finish three dimensional planes with a real faulty pen. it let out more ink than it was suppose to and i have the stains to prove it. some girl in the visual arts department gave me a mechanical pencil and told me to keep it. i had always thought those things had been stopped being made in the mid 90's, ( Read more... )

im cool, relaxed, and down. is anyone willing to shell out 30 dollars to go see bobby dylan and his band? im contemplating whether a live version of him can stimulate me.

friday i was getting ready to go to the show but my ride flaked out and said that the people driving couldnt take me. this has reafirmed my faith in not trusting anyone. i went to an old friends house in el cajon instead and watched the last part of love actually which is the wierdest thing ive seen in a while. 7 year old boys falling in love? i ( Read more... )

the new school is alright. i think it would be better if i had people to talk to and am sad that i left steele canyon behind. i miss marti. i miss trevor and iam afraid that i wont start our band. dan is fun. kaicie is funny. i never got a chance to meet so many people like emily and xan and jordan and heather and etc. i think they might be fun. i ( Read more... )

marti is a god.

waking up at 11 feels good